Where To Start

So much has happened I really don’t know where to begin.

It is already a new month.  Time is flying by for me.  So fast that its almost a blur.  I can’t say I like it that way, but if it were dragging by that would mean I would be bored out of my mind.

My mom passed away before Thanksgiving.  That was hard on me.  It still is but I’m doing better every day.  Fewer tears and more focus on wonderful memories.

I somehow managed to work through Black Friday.  I didn’t quite make it through Saturday at work.  It hit me – hard.

I slept off and on for 24 hours.   My body and mind couldn’t handle the loss.   I needed to shut down for a bit.

I had today off and have kept it together without having to grab extra sleep.  Even went for a walk along the ocean.  Such a beautiful day.

I have tomorrow off and again will spend it enjoying life and where I live, slow and steady so these awesome moments won’t end up as a blur.

Today is my roommate’s birthday.  He spent it sober. Its always a tough day for him because it is also the anniversary of his nephew’s death.

Instead of focusing on J’s death, G spent the day enjoying his birthday – and yes, abusing the phrase “its my birthday” when he wanted me to do something for him. 

Now I am ready to broaden my horizons.   I’m not sure when, how or by what means, yet know that it is time to start adding things to my life to enhance it even more.

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